i dont wanna waste a lot of time on this
BUT i gotta get it out and say this.
and firstly so i need to say that i do support my community and my friends and yadda yadda.

BUT then i try and stand back and look at Pride and it just makes me say WTF are some of these people thinking. listen if showing the world that 'we' deserve to be equal and that gay people deserve the same rights as everybody else... then why the fuck am I embarrassed by your showing of your "pride" aka prancing around in jock straps and drag queens? AND YOU ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.

I feel misrepresented and kind of ashamed to be honest. the protestors that come to these kind of events disgust me. but then i look at whats going on and even i want to protest. i want to protest this over-the-top ridiculousness that a few people in our community exude that make people like me look bad to the rest of the world which is TRYING to support us. but honestly when i see some of this shit how can i stand behind this community and say "oh yah THIS person really deserves to be able to get married." NO. they dont. i'm sorry. going to an event like this is not an excuse to wear your undies and drink obscene amounts of vodka and act like a damn fool stumbling around downtown with rainbow flags coming out your ass. i dont care what you think. i am telling you right now... shit like this is NOT going to win 'us' any respect amongst anybody.

come on homo's. take a look at yourself. before anybody is gonna give us the respect we DESERVE, as a community, we need to respect OURSELVES and handle ourselves maturely and tastefully. i'm not saying don't have fun but jesus christ, dont look like a giant slut bag whore in assless chaps and a blonde wig.

NO

NO

NO

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


I just don't get it how dressing up and acting like a whore/douche bag=trying to show people that we deserve EQUAL RIGHTS/changing opinions/breaking stereotypes....

made $140 bucks tonight in 6 hours!
god i love working concert nights!

ok my mom and dad are quite annoying sometimes. and this is quite the stupid rant, on my part. but to be honest i'm a tid bit irritated at the moment.

so my mom is like "do you want to go shopping?" and i have been declining her requests to take me shopping all summer long. for a couple reasons. first and foremost because every single time we go shopping as a family it always ends up in an argument and in frustration. sorry, but to me shopping is supposed to be fun, not stressful. they say: "we dont mind spending a few hundred dollars on you, but you tend to want to go overboard."
i say: "you question every single piece of clothing i pick out that i want to purchase and challenge my selections"
i would much rather go shopping with a group of friends or by myself. i mentioned to my mom i wanted to go shopping at the zara in downtown philly and she wants to take me and i simply can not imagine taking my mother into that store without her completely not understanding anything she is looking at. so i decline a trip to go shopping and then I am the bad guy and my parents get mad at me... dont they understand i'd just rather have a fun hassle-free shopping experience, even if it means i'm spending my own money (which i dont mind doing). i dont even mean it in a bad/mean way. but they wont even let me go out and spend my OWN money on clothing (or anything for that matter.) so basically i should probably stop complaining and just let them take me shopping but i dont wanna be forced to buy things i dont like or wont wear, because i dont want them to waste there money. which is why if i spend my money i know i'll be happy with what i select and i know i'll wear it. its just annoying. ok. pointless rant is over.

so yah hershey is fun but not the same kind of fun as florida.
i'm saving up so much money though and cant wait to buy a new car.
60% of me wants to go back to florida. 20% of me wants to stay in hershey. and 20% of me wants to go somewhere new. cant make up my mind.

went to the dave matthews concert and don't remember it at all.
tried Ecstasy a few times within the last few weeks. not all its cracked up to be. waste of money.
its more fun to drink and smoke.

Jonsi and Alex are AMAZING.

R U AWESOME??? HOW FAB IS UR LIFE? PROVE IT TO ME IN LESS THAN 140 CHARACTERS AND TRY TO BE COHERENT.